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alrighty, well I'm moving down to Vancouver for sure now, just need to set a date for my trip, then maybe Roni and I are going to try things again, though I'm not sure they're going to work out at all. I mean yes we still love each other, I'm just not sure if we're in love with each other, and there's a lot in our past that just can't be let go. I know I'll be jealous a hell of a lot especially when she hangs out with Jaxon and I might even get suspicious because I won't ever be there when they hang out.

I don't know life gets confusing at times, I know that I do miss her, but I'm glad that we're going to take things slow this time, because as I said I'm not sure how long it'll last and I don't want to be hurt to badly again. I know that she's a great girl, but things have just shaken me up, she'll find someone that'll really make her happy oneday, I'm just no longer sure I'm that guy anymore, I know that I'll find someone to make me happy someday whether that's her or not only time will tell I guess, just had to get this off my chest a little bit. There's a lot more I've been feeling and thinking but I'm just going to keep that crap in my head because it might just cause more problems if I think too much.
-Jamie