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well I am confused like I normally am. I had a weird dream last night that I was in a relationship with a person I haven't seen since grade twelve, the really weird thing is that I never found this girl really attractive, or appealing in any way, she was always so demanding of others and a little crazy. Though I figure I attempted to over analyze the dream and that's all it really was, a dream. Sometimes the subconscious makes us think weird things.

The other thing that really has me confused and probably will always confuse me is the situation between Roni and myself. I know that she still loves me and I love her, but Jaxon does need her more right now and that hurts me, because well she's going to be with another man for god knows how long. I guess life goes on and I'll find out if I'm meant to be with her or someone else. I'm not sure what else to put down since that's basically what confuses me as normal, females and my own thoughts, two of the most confusing things in this world.
-Jamie