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This is part of something that im writing... it has what i have been feeling in it, i just needed to write it down.

She stood there, staring up at him, tears flowing down her cheeks and falling on her trembling lips. His eyes were full of fear, afraid to touch her, but longing to hold her to him. The knife rest against her skin, sitting on the edge of going deeper, mixing her own blood. The world seemed to be trembling around her, moving underneath her. He was hurting, afraid. Looking and seeing her there destroying herself. Tears started to form in his eyes ,bluring his vision of her deep sea green eyes. He wanted to yell, just tell her to stop, that he was there and always would be. He didn't want her destroying herself over a mistake he made. He knew nothing, knew only part of her reasoning.
She was betrayed, blamed, hurt, torn into pieces. Her heart was ripped from her chest. There wa no feeling to be had anymore, just a reason to disappear from the world, close up and neveropen again. No one would care, their pain would subside. She didn't want to feel like this anymore. Him staring, the longing in his eyes to toush her, but staying back as if she were a monster. Why wouldn't he do anything? Why would he not pull her to him, tell her everything's ok? She didn't want to leave him behind, but she wanted him to embrace her, make her stop hurting....