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Things just haven't gone the way they should... Everything seems to hurt and it's all so confusing. My mind is racing in circles and nothing makes any sense anymore... All I want is to be happy like I once was. I smiles, yes, but it's only a mask to put on so no one knows the true sadness inside... and that's how it will always be.

What they don't see will only make it easier to make them happy... and that's what I want too.. For them to smile and see their happiness...

Maybe I wasn't meant to be happy. Maybe I was meant to be alone like I am now. Maybe all I can do is make others happy, but even that sometimes fails. I will try my hardest to make y'all happy no matter what....

I promise....