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Every day, she walks through the world as it nothing is wrong. Behind the beautiful mask if deep green eyes, though, is completely different life. She is living in two different worlds, always trying to combine them into one where she can be herself.
Her life never was as simple as she made it out to be. The boy she was, and always seemed to be, in love with is hundreds of miles away. Along with that, her heart is there. She is in college trying to survive through the worst of times, almost always falling flat. She just wishes things be the way they once were; light, cheery, and the closest to perfect that ut was ever going to be.
She doesn't remember when exactly everything fell apart, confused between all the bad times running together as one big mess. more often than not, she just blames herself and lets it stand like that because she already knows she will be blamed by someone else. The only time things seem to go even partially right are in her dreams where all is unreal yet so wonderfully beautiful. It's her secret escape, whether it be a nightmare it a fantastic dream.
There are not enough pages in any book that can hold her life in them. Not enough pens pens or pencils to capture it all. Not enough time in this world to make her feelings known.


"I am your knight and you are my angel
We will protect and love each other...
forever...."