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This is a Plea for someone who is much stronger and much more amazing than I can ever be.. She's got talent. Shes beautiful. She's fun. She's exciting to hang out with. Her laugh sparks immediate laughter, even if nobody else was laughing. She's horribly tickelish. Her Camp Name was PB&J. and that yeart, there were two pb&j's. but she was the cooler one. She loves with her all. She puts everything she's got into it. She's random. She's fun. She's sooo smart, and she really has made my life more fun just by being there. We've had times when we went weeks without talking... but if I ever needed her, it didn't matter how much we disagreed at the time, or how mad she was... she was THERE. She's truely one of the best friends I could ask for. because she's there. and she offers an ear to listen, and a hug to make you feel better, and a shoulder to cry on. At the same time, she offers random comments anf fun to take your mind off things.

Her name is Lauren Ashby. Currently, She and I have 43 friends in common. Which means at least 43 of you know Lauren. She needs to know someone else thinks she's amazing. And even if she doesn't want to hear it, she deserves to know. Because when you hurt like she does, and you just stay in the situation and nothing changes, it goes from hurt that wieghs you down, to hurt that stifles you, to hurt that eventually drowns you. And I don't want to see her Drown. If anyone else has ideas as to how to help her or make her realize that she's worth it... please let me know. I'm horribly blunt at times, and I don't know how to just help her without being blunt. I really need ideas. Please. Thanks guys- I appreciate it.



This was written for me from my friends who see me as falling apart inside... And i wish i didn't have to let them down, but I feel as if i am slowly disappearing inside.
I am sorry for hurting any of them and I wish i hadn't.