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I am afraid.... IDK what to believe anymore... They say they promise it wasn't them, but it sounded so much like them. I broke a promise I meant to keep. They got mad and have a right to because I broke that trust, but they shouldnt get mad if there was nothing to hide. I believe them and want to so badly, but still part of me says not to and it kills me inside. IDK what to believe because it sounded like them.. adn thats what scared me. They said that they would never do anything like that to me, but the past doesn't ley me put my guard down this time... I dont want to be hurt again.... What do I do?
I want to believe him, to trust him, but can I.. looking at it and whats happened in the past? I love him with all my heart and soul and I know I am in love with him. I want to be able to give all of my trust out again just like I know he wants to..... But how?.......