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The days seem to grow longer as the weather gets colder. Her heart aches more and more every day that goes by, every day that she can't be with him as his angel and lover. She knew what she had to do, knew what would keep her from hurting. Now that she had, she felt that part of her was gone and she didnt know when she would get it back.
Something new grew inside, something fearful started to eat her inside. She wanted to find the light, her light once more. And to do that, she needed to allow herself to be free, to find it, to let her heart heal for itself before going for what she wanted most... him.
Maybe the clouds would break for her, maybe the good would shine through if she tried hard enough and long enough... that's all...

All she wants now is to be happy, to be herself... to be his...