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The days grow longer, she grows weaker... Every day, she tried to make it through and seemed to keep forcing herself to when all she wanted to do was give up.
Her love, or once her love, now seemed to be turning his back on her, wanting to live in the past like he always told her not to do. It's as if he just wanted to drop everything he had with her to relive the past. What had she ever done to deserve this?
Everyday now she wished to be happy, wished to trully smile and feel whole and complete again... but she knew that day would never come and she was only living in a dream. She only seemed to be able to please other's and not receiving anything herself anymore... especially from her knight.
All she wanted him to know was that she had true love for him, true love for no one else but him. She dreams of him at night and thinks about him throughout the day, trying to find a way to make him see the true light... see them.. be with her once again
but that seems long gone now..
she is scared, nervous, afraid... she knows no more of what is to come and is now afraid of it all