JEALOUSY
I loved him since the 2nd grade
We went out in 8th
Always breaking up
Then getting back together
I listened to my friends more than my own heart
Which tore Collin and me
Then he started dating other people
I though im over him who cares
Boy was I wrong
I love him to death
And
Jealousy took over
I got him back fast
Then we broke up again
He started dating my friend steph
Jealousy came back to me
That led to me and her getting into a huge fight
We stopped talking till they broke up
Then him and I got back together
Next he started seeing some girl
That look a lot like me and even lived by me
I got hit with the jealousy stage again
Then he and I got back together from a bet
Then I feel for some hot shot badboy who had long blond hair and tattoos
That went wrong, I wanted collin back fast before I really lost him for good
Too late
I lost him to my dear friend ali
My jealousy was rising and rising
I hate her guys
I want him bad
His kisses
Hugs
Touch
Love
I miss it all
Im messed up for letting him go
Yet maybe it was the right think to do
Jealousy lowering
He’s messed up for dating my friends
He’s told them all he loved them
But claims to each of them he never loved anyone before but them
Jealousy coming down
I was right to have dumped him
Im free now
And jealousy it no more
maybe
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