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you come home
you start calling my name
but know one's home
you call my cell but its lying on the table
you panic and call the police
they search for hours upon hours
NOTHING
its midnight:
to late to go anywhere
you come back in the house
CRYING
you havent found me
you walk up stairs to bed
the phone never rang once that night
its the next day:
no messages no calls
NOTHING
your face is tear stained
your make ups smeared
but im still gone
its afternoon:
your still wondering why i havnet called
havent come home
the police havnt found me
nobodies seen me
its like ive vanished into thin air
your minds going crazy
your trying not think
that im dead
well mommy im not dead
i just left
your trying to remember when was the last time you
said i love you or gave me any attention
YOU HADNT SAID I LOVE YOU TO ME SINCE I WAS 10!
DONT YOU REMEMBER YOU SAID I WAS TO OLD NOW
I FELT UNLOVED AND LOST IN THIS FAMILY!!!!
so i got up and walked out
i was tired of you and daddy screaming
you and my brother fighting
you blaming me for every little thing i did
or didnt do
so i got up and walked out
i didnt think i could handle another summer
not like this. so im gone and im never coming back!
i hope your happy
this is your doing
not mine...so
goodbye crying