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April 9 2012 - Kibum

As hard as this may be to believe, my stalker, Kibum, is staying in my suite until the day I have to go to Japan to perform my first debut concert in Japan. He still is uncomfortable about it, even though a week went by, but I have to make him comfortable on whatever he needs. ^^v Peace.

Kibum stirred in the bed in 2 o'clock in the morning, and he sat up, and looked down at the ground. Why am I having these dreams? He thought. He got up and brought his pillow with him, dragging it around with him like a little kid. With his purple hearted pajamas and a white pillow by his side, he's the spitting image of an innocent kid. He was walking around to look for the kitchen for a glass of water, in the pitch black darkness, in an unusually big suite room. He accidentally tripped on something he didn't see, but it was something warm and soft. He looked back down, took out his cellphone, and opened it. He saw Donghae sleeping on the bare, cold floor, stirring like Kibum did when he was sleeping. Maybe I should wake him up... Kibum said to himself, showing his "thinking face". He saw Donghae's shirt tail leaning on his hip, showing part of his stomach. His low rise pants almost too low, and his face. Kibum shuddered when he saw his face, with his gentle eyes, his soft pink lips inhaling and exhaling, and his pale skin. But before his thoughts got out of hand, and forgot why he was out here, he shook himself to reality, and went to get some water. "I have got to stop having these dreams..." Kibum whispered. Suddenly, he heard a voice behind him say, "What dreams?" Kibum jumped, almost throwing his water in the air, and turned around. There was a dark, mysterious figure that he saw, because of the darkness. The figure turned on the light, and it was Donghae. Kibum was a little shocked, but the emotion did not spread quickly across his face.

Kibum was sitting, hugging his pillow and sitting on the couch, looking down at his hands around the soft head cushion. "What were you doing up this late?" Donghae asked, drinking his warm tea. Kibum slowly blinked to stop his tired eyes from hurting. "I don't know. I couldn't sleep. I kept stirring in my sleep, and I had this---" Kibum paused. He didn't want to tell about his dream. No, not my dream...

"Kibum woke up in the morning, slowly waking up from his bed. He peeked through Donghae's room to make sure if he's doing okay. He saw the bed empty with nobody in it. He tilt his head in confusion, for he had not heard anything around the house except his own breathing. He felt a hand go on his shoulder and squeezing. He turned around, seeing Donghae behind his back. Kibum got cornered by Donghae, looking into his eyes. He saw his facial appearance in his eyes, and Donghae was in his eyes. Kibum suddenly closed his eyes, and Donghae slowly leaned in... closer, closer, closer..."

Kibum just shuddered at the flashback he has just thought, but he went back to reality. Donghae saw Kibum shudder slightly, then asked, "Did you just get a bad thought? Or are you cold?" Kibum shook his head, and said, "No. it's just a bad thought, like you said the first time." Donghae said, "Do you want to tell me about it?" Kibum paused, looked down at the floor, and shrugged. Donghae said, "You don't have to if you don't want to." Kibum studdered, "Okay, then I guess-- I mean, I--- It's just--" Kibum took a deep breath, then sighed. "It had to involve you. I mean, this is the 5th night in a row! I don't get it, hyung.." Kibum said, rubbing his right arm with his left hand. "Hyung, I don't know what to do. I don't want to keep waking up late at night." Kibum started to have tears in his eyes, which was very unusual for Donghae and Kibum himself. For Donghae because he didn't expect someone as hardheaded and strong as Kibum, he didn't expect to see affection for Kibum. It was surprising for Kibum because he never was the crying type. Kibum burst to tears, and said, "I don't know what to do. I'm scared, hyung. I dont want this to happen to me..." @

TwT wait for part 6.5 or 7!