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March 31 2012 - Questions and Answers

I have recently talked with Kibum, my stalker, a couple weeks ago, and I asked him a couple of questions. He's a very intelligent person, almost too intelligent... And I told manager hyung my secret. The fact that, I might be... liking my own stalker. My manager hasn't spoken to me about it since, and I'm getting very worried. What do I do? What would I do..

Donghae was standing backstage, looking out on the stage, holding a water bottle on his right, pale hand. He saw thousands of people sitting in the crowd, waiting for the singer's arrival. He began to tap continuously onto his water bottle, getting more and more nervous as the current singer's performance was coming to an end. He looked back at his manager, and saw him discussing with the stage director, and having coffee in both of their hands. He stood there, alone, thinking to himself, Donghaeyah, you can do this. I know you can. Believe in yourself. Right after him thinking the last word he can think of, he heard the performer's performance coming to an end. He took a mannerly bow, and he went to the same backstage as Donghae was in, and he gave him a pat on the back, saying, "Good luck. I warmed up the crowd for you, so you don't have to worry as much." he smiled big, and went to talk with his manager. Easier for you to say... Donghae thought. But suddenly, when he relived the moment when the celebrity patted his back, it reminded of his stalker, watching him sleep, and putting his soft, gentle hand onto his back. But when he heard his name be called out by the MCs, he went out and did his performance.

Kibum was in his bedroom, with nothing but the lamp on, doing his homework with a Social Studies book, a Science book, and a Physics book all opened up at the same brown wooden desk. He looked at the television, and remembered what Donghae told him. What was it again? He asked himself. He decided to refresh his memory by playing a flashback in his "computer" mind.

After Kibum told Donghae everything he did, Donghae told Kibum a few words before Kibum was dismissed. "If anytime you are having a bad day, I am having a concert tomorrow, live. Just turn on the television to channel---"

"That's IT!" Kibum said, slamming his hands onto the desk and raising himself off of his chair. He walked up to the television quickly, and turned on the television to Channel 29. He saw Donghae performing on the stage. He sat down on the edge of the bed, and focused his entire mind onto the television and the song. Hmm, his song's not too bad. To kind of think of it.. He put his hands behind his, well behind, and he leaned on his hands, comfortably watching the television program.

Donghae did his last dance move, and striked a pose at the end, panting in exhaustion. But he heard the audience applausing so hard that he couldn't even hear his own breathing. He felt the pride just shock his whole body, as he bowed to the audience, making them roar louder than a thousand lions. He pant back into the backstage, quickly getting his water bottle off the floor and drinking out of it tiredly. Hopefully he remembered the channel, because I KNOW I told him the right channel. He told himself. He wanted Kibum to think of him differently, so he can be able to make peace with some as intelligent and wise as the young Kibum.

Kibum wrote his last work down and he turned off the television and got his jacket. He ran quickly out of his room outside. He took a taxi and quickly paid the old driver, and quickly rushed out of the taxi. He saw Donghae walking towards his SUV and head home. He ran faster, and decided to run in front of the silver, huge SUV. The engine started, and began to move, but suddenly stopped and the driver hit the breaks as hard as he can to avoid hitting the attractive high schooler. Donghae gasped, as he quickly ran out the SUV, and walk out into the middle of the street. "Are you mad? You nearly killed yourself! Are you okay?" Donghae looked around, making sure that he didn't have an injuries. "I'm fine." Kibum said painfully, panting and looking down at the rocky road, with his hands leaning on his knees. "Why did you come here?" Donghae asked, helping Kibum up into the SUV.

Kibum leaned back painfully, looking down at his dirty, white sneakers, and continuously panting hard. Donghae got the same guilty look on his face when he saw the fans cheering out the window, and got his water bottle and handed it to Kibum. Kibum looked up, stared at the water bottle a while, and took it gently out of his hands, but his fingers slowly going across from the palm to the tip of Donghae's pale hand. He opened the bottle, and squirted it into his mouth. "I can see you didn't have time to change." Donghae said, observing Kibum's black sweater, over his gray tank shirt with long black gym pants. Kibum quickly observed his wardrobe, and quietly nodded and whispering a little, "Yes." Donghae quietly laughed slightly, then said, "It's okay. Does your mother know that you are here?" Kibum suddenly got a sad, miserable look onto his face, once Donghae mentioned his mother. He started playing with is fingers, but he answered, "Oh. My parents. They both died in a car accident. I was the only survivor. And because I'm the only child, I have to take care of myself." Donghae felt bad that he had to mention Kibum's passed away parents. "I'm sorry to hear that." he apologized. Donghae, as well, looked down and cupped his hands together. Kibum smiled slightly, knowing that Donghae actually cared, then replied, "Don't worry. It's nothing. I have been living the way I have for 5 years lately." Donghae quickly looked up, and faced his whole body towards Kibum. "Hey, I got an idea. Have you ever lived in a suite before?" Donghae asked, having a sudden glee on his face. Kibum looked up quickly, as if Donghae said the unexpected, in which, he did. Kibum, with widen eyes, and Donghae with a happy look on his face, both looked at each other in different expressions. Was he serious?!?! Kibum thought. I'm serious. Donghae thought, nodding. @

Wait for 5.5 or 6!!! heart ^^