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good monring everyone... well its almost afternoon so forget what i just said.. hahahaha well anyways you know how i said that im getting my hair straightened on saturday? well im getting it on thursday instead the day after independence day. heh forgot? haha me too. i guess i was too busy worrying about where i am right now. ergh its so noisy right now.. well its not noisy but you know how it feels when theres a ringing noise in your ear after you go to a noisy concert or something? it sounds like that except worse. it sounds like nails on a chalkboard or the mic making that reeeer sound.. urgh its like both of them stuck together.. urgh right now i cant type for some reason.. crying sometimes i wish i was the fastest person to type in the world without making a single error... hahaha then i cant send messages on gaia fast because they have an error when you send messages fast... CLOSE THE WINDOW!!!!!!!! urgh i hate that nail-scratching-mic-ringing sound... ergh i dont even know what in the world is making that sound! well you see my grandmother lives near a harbor and its just like... noisy with boats.. so loud, you can see the trees bend because of the noise... *brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr* yea thats one of the biggest sounds... erugh i just wish that my family was american, AND lived in the city not near a water or a harbor cuz all i want to hear and see is the computer screen, cars honking (you barely hear those in the country side of korea), and my typing keys going *click click click* and turn down the volume in the tv you grandpa! *sigh and grunt at the same time* sometimes i wish that i didnt have a family that was so... deaf and noisy and, HUH? all the time. so annoying. i think my mom and my aunts are annoyed too.... crying i wish that they can hear just like me... but that would sorta be a bad thing... i dont know how but i think i can... i wish that i dont have to deal with my brother or anyone else that has gotten on my nerves ever since i started to build stress and start to grind my teeth as i sleep.. crying sometimes i wish that there was no such thing as stress or grinding teeth.... my mom is lucky because she is older... she always yells and stuff so that they can hear (because of their lack of hearing... urgh), or its because they keep repeating the same questions over and over again. im stressed a lot... well i wanna stop typing because im getting more stressed seeing me make more errors as i type because i keep pushing the backspace button too much that i think that it wont be long to break that one key that you cannot correct errors.... urgh i hate myself for typing weird... even my C key is almost broken... urgh! i keep making errors! i wish i can sit on a chair and put the computer on a tabletop high enough to make me eyelevel of the computer... so that i can type easier.. or make this laptop a computer! i type better in computers than laptops because the keys are bigger... but the backspace button is more far away.. but ill get used to that.. hahahaha
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