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So here I am.

Again.

I ate too much. Bleeeh...If I lie on my stomach when I try to sleep I swear I'm gonna die.

Oh well. That aside...

I am okay now. I have decided. I know that Kage told me that I shouldn't give up on my friend because I love her, but...

I've decided I will.

It's gonna hurt to see them together and all, but I have to try to move on. Otherwise I'll be stuck in a state of everlasting depression that will never get any better.

Well, it might not change even if I get over her, but at least I'm doing something to help myself.

So I will leave that subject behind, and try to move on to better things.

Like thinking about the next Zelda game. Or harassing that same friend into making me a Dark Link plushie. I'll get her to do it!...I just have to pay her...I don't know how much. ^_^ Oh well!

I guess I'm in a much better mood now after going out to dinner with my sister(today was her b-day) and stuffing myself with large amounts of food. ^_^ That and I love being with my sister.

As I type this, I am also drawing a picture. It's one of the only ways to really let go of my feelings. Draw them, and set them free onto the paper so that they can get out of my head. Chances are that i will recover from my emotional problems soon. Just keep drawing the tears. Poor Thrash...I don't know why I am using him in this pic. Probably because he is in pretty much the same position as me.

Thrash is one of MY characters, meaning I made him. Looks, personality and all. He is used in this RP I'm working on with my friend. ^_^ I love him. So goth and dark and uncaring...until he meets this one guy... heart

It's so cute. He feels hurt to see the guy with his wife, but knows that there is nothing that can be done.

Or maybe there is...?

Heh heh heh.

I'm not telling. ^_^ That's for us to know and you peoples to probably never find out.

As I was saying though. I have been using Thrash in all of my most depressing and tortured looking pics. He just seems perfect for it. My first pic of him...well, he started out as a pic of a random goth guy that I drew in algebra when I was done with my work(or not paying attention, as usual. ^_^), but I ended up liking how he turned out, so by the next week, he had a name and everything.

Now he's one of my favorite characters. He seems so cold, cruel, and apathetic...and he is until it comes to his love~ heart

It's just cute.

Well, I guess that's that. I don't have much else to say.

Good night, people~ heart