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Report XVI.

The train finally begins to sow down, but I have a feeling that I shouldn’t get off just yet. The doors slide open and someone enters. It was a boy about the same age as me. He was the race of Asian and had a baseball cap backwards upon his head. He was a little short and had on the black coat. Why does everyone have that type of design?!? Anyways, he had a dark brown color in his eyes and looked very serious.
I was still standing while he entered. The doors closed for there were no more passengers. The train began to move at a normal pace yet again. The other passenger was in the same position as me, holding onto a ceiling hanger with his left hand on it though. I held onto mine with my right hand. I was looking blankly at him for he looked very familiar, like he was a close friend of mine. I whispered, “XIV...”
He then turned to me, seeing me for the first time noticing me, and had a shock to his face. “Xeggr?” he yelled. “It’s you man! I-I thought you were dead.”
I gave him a weird look. “Dead? What do you mean?”
“Don’t you remember dumb a**?” He took a seat across from me as I took mine as well. “You were the one who betrayed us like on what Roxas did. You went to go out and look for your true.”
“Um...have we met?” I asked confusingly.
He dropped his jaw right open when he heard me say such a thing. “Dude...it’s me, Xirks.”
Right then, when I heard that name, I got a serious headache. I grabbed my head and gripped onto my head feeling the pain rushing through it. I saw images of the person aboard the train. It looked like we were friends, messing around like normal. It also looked that we were fighting each other for fun or for either practice. But the strange thing I noticed was I saw me within the same coat. It seems that I may have lived with these people with the Organization XIII.
I became normal and now I remembered everything I knew about this kid. “Xirks...I remember now! Were in the Organization XIII together!”
“’Bout time you woke up from forgetting. How could you forget?”
I looked down before my hands. “I’m not sure at all. I don’t know why but the only thing I remember is both of us for some reason now. Like a few seconds ago, I didn’t know anything about you. Tell me, how does that work?”
Xirks sat there for a moment for thought. He had his hand under his chin thinking. “Beats me,” he finally spoke. “Why don’t we wait until we get back home?”
“I guess so...” I looked back up at Xirks for another look at him.
After awhile of sitting and wait within utter silence, Xirks spoke again, “So, what happened to you? I mean, didn’t you die?”
I was looking down at the floor leaning forward in my seat. “Am I dead? I don’t know. The only thing that I can remember id that I woke up in the alley of Twilight Town, and man it’s a beautiful place.”
Xirks gave me a weird look as if he had never met me before. “You’ve changed a little...” he said curiously.
I looked over at him now curious. “How so?”
“Well, let’s just say you had good spirit of showing of saying no emotion about things. You were like the reflection of the leader. You listened to him, you’d do anything for his wisdom, you were probably the one on who might’ve take rule of the Organization XIII.”
I was stunned to here that. I was intrigued to here more. “So, what happened? What did I do to make him tick?”
Xirks made a deep sigh. “You betrayed us. You wanted to go and find you true at all costs no matter what would come in you way, even your own friends of the Organization XIII, XV and I. I don’t know what came over or how you found out about this, but all of the members think your dead.”
I sat there, stunned to find myself in a tight spot that I have long forgotten. I had no idea that I was apart of something so big and interesting for that matter. I asked, “What became of everyone else? Do they care?”
“Who does care?” Xirks responded, “Nobodies don’t ‘feel’. You know that.” He lay back in his chair and tried to relax.
I thought for a moment on what I might do when I return. I had to think of a plan, an idea to find my way not to shock anyone or hurt them. I hope that they will accept for my informal comeback.
We finally arrive at an area of darkness. The train begins to slow down to a halt to an alleyway that is of all pitch black. I let Xirks out first to lead the way. When I stepped out, it was a glorious place for me, my pure environment of truth. He started to walk as I followed.

Report XVII.

I begin to walk upon a beautiful environment, I find at least. It was an area of all mostly darkness. Skyscrapers and buildings up high in this city like none other. They were all black and the ground was a normal cement color. It seemed like a normal place to live, but no people, no animals, no beings to be found. Xirks just continued to lead in silence as I looked around with ah.
We arrived to a peculiar area. It was the highest building and more room this time. It seemed that it looked like a very tall hotel building. I looked at it as if I had been here before. I know I have from what I’ve heard from Xirks, but there’s just something else about it. I get into yet another headache and fall to the ground on me knees. I hold tight on my head. I look up to look at Xirks and he just stands there, watching me be tortured.
Flashback: A dark figure walks down the area of the outside o the tall hotel building. It looks as if he is leaving this area for good. As he heads for the exit, someone near him is taking his stand. “Halt Xeggr.”
The being walking away stops and turns to see on what he’s about to face. “What do you want Xemnas?”
“Not to leave I’m hoping. I’d rather if you could stay and be my fondest member. If you leave then I must have to destroy you for good.”
They both stood there with a pause, hoping for an answer or a reaction of some sort. Xeggr finally speaks for his defense, “I’m leaving you now. I need to find out who I truly am. And no one is going to stop me on my mission that I’m searching for. If I must face you to find my right to a better life I could have then so be it.” He summoned his staff and stood in a battle position.
Xemnas stood there and did a small laugh. “It may seem that you might be highly more superior then me. I may not allow that from my own apprentice.” He also summoned his weapon of being Ariel Blades. They were the glowing color of reddish pink and had them not in a grip but just through the bottom part of his sleeves. They both stood there and began to charge for an attack.
I began to get out of my memory and back to the real world. I was sweating now and seemed to feel partially weak. I looked up at Xirks to find myself different in a way. I walk over to a window to see my reflection. My eyes are total blood shot. You could see no white within them. The color of my iris is still normal and my pupil is fine, but why is the white completely reddish/pink and I have under layers of it under my eyes as well?
Xirks walked over to me to see if I was ok. “Your back it seems,” he explained. “You have found you way back to the Organization XIII and you will the same as you were within the past.”
I turned and looked over at his with my dark eyes. They began to fade back to normal. “I’m not sure on whom I truly am now, but I’ll find out when I get answers from our leader.” I walked away now leading.
Xirks ran and cut in front of me. I figured out shortly on why he did so. It was an invisible bridge that leads to a huge castle. It will soon be revealed on my hopes and my ways of how I’m suppose to be.
We entered the castle and I saw some members walking around. One of the little Nobodies that I saw from the town was inside by the door. He bowed as a greeting and Xirks nodded to him. We continued to walk and I saw a man that looked pretty old. He was in the black coat and had an eye patch over his right eye. He had a ponytail of black and gray strands and has a massive scar on his left cheek on his face. He noticed me and widened one eye. “Y-You’re alive!”
I smirked at him with a grin, “Whoever said I was dead?”
He smirked back and laughed. “Ya still got great spirit kid. Meet the newest member. His name is Bixyll.”
A short kid, the same age as Xirks, walked forward. He had pretty long hair and half of it covered his left eye. He wore a bandana that over his face, but it covered his left eye as well. His black hair was over the bandana and he had a pretty dark eye. He glared over at me, but I could see peace in him. “Hello.” He said.
I looked over at him as he walked forward, “Nice to meet ya. You seem pretty familiar though.”
“Funny, I was thinking that too.” They both walked away while I was still with Xirks walking around this castle.
We finally arrived in a large room. It had two people in there. There was a young girl, looking 12, and a tall man that I’ve been seeing in my visions. The man was Xemnas, but I wasn’t familiar with the other. As we entered, they heard both Xirks and I enter. With great shock, Xemnas noticed me. Xirks bowed and walked out of the room with silence. He looked at me then back at the girl with rage in his eyes.

Report XVIII.

Xemnas, the girl in the room, and eye were all silent as I was confused on what was going on. Finally, Xemnas spoke, “Xeggr, you return. That is very interesting to find you here alive...” He looked over at the girl. She was dead and pale as ever looking over at me like a ghost. She stepped back into the dark shadow of the room to hide with fear to make sure she didn’t get hurt. She still kept staring blank at me.
“We need to talk.” I said seriously. I finally felt seriously determined for once in my left. I wanted to find out who I truly was and he was the only one who had all of the answers.
He glared deviant upon me. “How are you still here?” he asked sounding intelligent.
“I’m not even sure. I don’t even know who I am anymore. And it’s all your fault.” I summoned my weapon to a fight.
He held his arm in front of him with his hand in the direction of my staff. It disappeared from my hand and appeared in his. I was stunned that he did such a thing. “Fascinating, your weapon still followed you even when you were gone.” He threw it down, but I managed to make it appear back in my hand before it hit the ground.
I looked over at him with a glare. My teeth clinched with rage now as my eyes started to change yet again. I felt power growing inside me like nothing I felt before. It’s as though he has given me the will of this power.
He smiled and laughed at me. “Very good. It seems you still haven’t forgotten about your power either. I’m surprised that your even here for that matter.” He turned and glared over at the girl hiding. When he turned, she grew even smaller. He shot her with the same element I used and it formed a static around her body. She moaned from the pain and fell.
Me, for seeing that, I ran over to her to see if she was alright. I felt her cheeks and her forehead for her temperature. She was fine, but paralyzed for a short amount of time. I looked at her face and remembered everything about her as well. “Xikaelam...” I glared over at Xemnas again. I set her down gently and charged at Xemnas with rage. “YOU b*****d!!!” I sliced him in two with my staff but in ran right through him, like cutting butter. I was fooled by an illusion!
He hit me in the back as the illusion disappeared. I fell and landed on my face. He grabbed by the back of my hair and pulled me up. He had a Ariel Blade to my neck. “I’ll say this for the last time; you should be destroyed by now Xeggr. And if it’s you that is within my way, then I shall kill you.”
I only stood there smiling and laughing as he held me. “You wrong.” I pointed up. “Look there if you will.”
He looked up and saw the true me as I stood there with my arms crossed grinning before him. “See ya.” I yelled and I punched him clear in the face. He went flying and hit the ground. The illusion I made disappeared when he fell and I took pace by pace towards him. He tried to get up, but I shot my element to hold him down. “Now I’LL say this for the last time; I WANT THE ANSWERS I’M TRYING TO FIND!!!!!”
Xikaelam was fairly up watching me do this to out own leader. She felt bad and stood up briefly. She limped over towards me and slapped me in the back of the head. “You know better Xeggr, let him go.” She said like a demand.
I gave her a dark glare then looked back over at Xemnas. I began to relax and let him go. I stepped back as he got up. He looked back at me, “You still have the intellect and memory of battle it seems. You’ve gotten better from the last we met. I will accept on not destroying you though.” He bowed to me and rose back up. “Meet me in the throne room later and we will talk if we must.”
I nodded and turned to Xikaelam. She was still limping so I helped her up. “You’ll be fine, tough it out.” I smiled at her and she just gave me a glare from that remark. My eyes were back to normal now and I headed for the door.
I heard mumbling as I left and I closed the door from behind when I left the room. I didn’t leave though. I left a crack and examined to see on what would happen next. On what I saw, Xemnas summoned his weapons and attacked her with might with his weapon. My eyes rose for he was doing this to her. I figured out there on why she was being attacked like that. She was sent to as an assassin to destroy me. I stepped back and walked away and heard the pain and agony she fell before as an echo.
I’m back in this group and have no trouble anymore for I have proved that I am still worthy of my spot. For now, I just walk around this castle, waiting and wondering for the answers that I seek.

Report XIX.

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