I feel so depressed right now, and have been for a couple of hours and I don't know why.. well maybe i do. But it doesn't matter, or at least shouldn't. For if it did I would have said it by now.
I've come to some conclusion that i haven't before.
My master when he has read my journal and if something is wrong or bugging or whatever negitvity i have, he never asks me " You okay?" or " do you want to talk about something?" or something along those lines. -sighs- it doesn't matter, or well shouldn't i guess.
-sighs again- sometimes I just wish i just shrivil up and blow away into the wind. That way there's one less being roaming the earth.
-whimpers- why do i feel so un happy and teary eyed after i talk to him. Probally because i feel so stupid and selfish, and that i'm just going to cause problems. -sits under a tree- now i do really wish i just shrivil up and blow away in the wind before i cause too much damage. Not like i haven't already by saying that.
 Rikku42 · Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 11:24am · 0 Comments |
