Do I want to feel nothing Where it feels like I' dead Hiding in my own non-reality world Away from it all Away from the pain From my insanity Where my suttle pleas for help were denied
Or
Do I want to feel pain To know I'm alive That reality I see is real To see the scripted blood wuth hurtful words In which I inflicted upon others To feel the damaged skin darkened by hurtful words In which others inflicted upon me
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This was made either January 24th or 25th and was ment for those two days of well hell for my life in which I was personally going through. But Some of it too can be related to how I feel now and Janury 26th 2007.
Rikku42 · Sat Jan 27, 2007 @ 10:17am · 0 Comments |