-sighs- I really miss my Teddy.
and I hate it when suddenly like if he has to leave so quickly and I don't say goodnight just in case I don't see him later that night. I Hate those moments of timing, for I just step away from the computer because nothings happening and or I have to do something. I wish I had better timing on things, then I wouldn't miss him when he says goodbye.
yesterday was a tiring day, I was really tired for I was up the night before in a fight with my mom, but everything is all worked out.
and as you know I miss my teddy, It seems that every time we see each other and then are apart, it just gets harder and harder to not want to stay apart when we have to. I thank god for msn, and I basicly die if I couldn't get on msn at night to talk to my love for a couple of hours or an hour. I would just be more depressed, dieing slowly inside. I go insane, not a good insane.
Though to make sure I don't get msn taken away I need to keep on top of the things I need to do. So right now I should get that all done.
 Rikku42 · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 04:46am · 0 Comments |
