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February 28, 2009 - Saturday

if life gives you lemons , throw them at the ******** hoe u used to date.
Current mood: apathetic
well some say i assume to much, some say im paranoid. but it appears my analytical thinking have turned out being a lot better then a thought it was.to make a long story short. i was dating this b***h who names makes my stomach turns when i even think about saying it.and well the only reason i even know the ******** is because her no life a** prank called my damn phone like 3 am on a saturday talking about shes my babies mama and some s**t.which i help a very compelling argument against which i uncluded my ex fiance, my (former) best friend, and my brother. who all knew damn well at the time i allegedlygot her pregnant i was engaged and i never had the time nor opportunity to cheat. ok lets stop right there. who is their right mind even does s**t like that? any person with common sense and a ******** life dont go around calling random guys i the middle of the night accusing people of having kids that aint theres. well anyways after that me and her talked awhile and we met up. bleh i dont feel like going through this whole pointless relationship... lets see she told me to buy her a ring which i did. um she took my phone and started s**t with every female. she started s**t with my ex fiancee to the point that we arent even on talking terms anymore. so that window is closed for good. then she always accused me of cheating. me and i did a lot of things just to prove my loyalty. i gave her my phone whenever she wanted it. i erased like every girls number in my phone. i pretty much cut every female out of my life. i gve her my myspace password. and when that wasnt even enough i just deleted my myspace. which included a lot of friends i cant find and well every female i talked to. and like everytime she talked to me she was always askin about my (former) best friend. yep to make a long story short. she told me she had feelings for him and she wanted to ******** him "jokingly" now once again who in their right mind does that? she got mad because i got mad when she told me that. no one jokes about s**t like that. oh and get this she "assured" me that she was joking and she doesnt even like white him like that. blah blah blah. there was a day we were supposed to go to the beach and stuff and she was supposed to go drop off my best friend and then come gt me so we could go spend time togather. but hmm that aint happen instead my friend never even went where he said he was supposily going. and sh enever came and got me. and then she send me txt saying she really does has feelings for him.and she expects me not to believe considering the facts. and she gets mad and wants to break up because i take everything too seriously. oh then she adds she never liked me anyways and she had another guy on the side. which i kinda figured anyways so that didnt shock me. oh well lets see i try to keep my feelings bottled up.cause i was pretty ******** mad that my (former) best friend would even do that to me. then he was acting stupid and all high up on cocaine and braggin to me about how he took my girl from me and s**t. so i got mad and went off on his a**. we got in a huge fight and s**t got broken and i hit him and he choked me. and well his dad asked me to leave so i left and went back to my moms. and i found out this week they really did ********. he confessed it to me and now he thinks he has an std. and going to get tested. so im kinda glad i didnt ******** the hoe. he took one for the team right there ; ) well lets calulate what a gained and lost from this whole outcome.lost : a relationship with my ex fiance, a best friend, 180$ on a ring, all potential girls i could of dated,and i very important super smash brothers brawl tourneyment that i was very much needed in ,which my crew is still mad about me missing. gained : common knowledge,a new outlook on females, a badass attitiude, carelessness, depression, lot of wasted time. well i hope you dont end up like me guy who lost truly everything. ; )