yo Eve here again. its been a long time since i wrote a journal. and right now im going crazy. i mean i dont know what to be anymore. My sister and my grandma is driving me crazy, trying to make me be what they want me to be. There trying to make me into a little prep. I cant even be myself around them anymore. All i want is just to be me. There controlling me making me do stuff i dont want to do. My sister threw away my gloves my friends gave me, my lace black belt. and more of my chirstmas present while i was sleeping. but lucky we found them in her closet. im sick of it. Im sick of everybody trying to controll me. My dad is trying to controll me my sister is and my grandma is. My Grandma was going on about how i shouldnt really be friends with my friend Beka, all because the last time she was here which was like 3 ir 4 years ago she was having some problems with her family. Beka is my best friends, she one of the people who understand me why should i stop being her friend just because my Grandma and my sister thinks she bad for me and when they dont even know her. My sister dressing me up like im her personal little Barbie Doll. im so confuss and its driving me crazy. I just want to be me and they need to stop trying to controll me like im some damn Barbie. im not going to take that anymore, im going to have to man up and fight back. because aint no damn body about to controll me and make me be something im not
 VampireMetal · Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 08:59pm · 0 Comments |
