well i have no excuse why i must say that... im really nervous. i havent really done anything (well except looking for my brother for he was wandering around the city.. alone.. with nobody.. but.. his friends... and i started to walk around (hand in hand) with my cuzin tryin 2 look for him. well that took about a fresh 20 minutes.. so much time to exercise.. woopie for the loss of weight (cough cough like the famous people who take evil drugs to make them loose weight.. ) well anyways the reason i am nervous is because when i was going to a korean greenhouse with my aunt, cuz, my bro, and my uncle (yay he stopped smoking), we were riding in the car.. and since i had carsick really easily (and i can feel it right now) i wanted to ignore it and so i started to talk to my aunt about meeting my other cousins (they are more country types.. my aunt, uncle, and my lil cousin are mostly city people like me.. for they have more electronics.. just like me~~~) and then my aunt said that i was going to stay there for a couple days really soon so i started to get nervous thorought my whole time at the greenhouse (actually i forgot about it but my stomach still was feeling funny as i was telling my brother to stop insulting the pregnant squirrel that was in view for the visitors inside a green cage as my brother was flicking the cage as the squirrel was running in the exercise wheel but this is all just extra info). as we got home i kept thinking what if theyre going to hit me again like the last time i went there? what would i do if i just messed up my korean language as i was there? what if theyll never leave me alone? what if my not-so-little cousin wants to sleep with me and my other (girl) cousins again like the last time i went there? and lastly, what if i need to sleep at that same freakin hut that is standing on the top of the roof again like last time? all these questions involve the disasterous and funniest last-time visit of my old cousins' house. but sometimes it can be a little worse than that other than the fact that some of them NEVER leave you alone, sometimes you dont understand a word they say, and that they're so harsh on you is that they eat spicy stuff.. alone! with nothing else! ok heres the story:
there i was trying to ride this weird looking wagon with my cousins then suddently i remembered (its winter!). so my family was making some spicy stuff... and when they asked me to eat some (without any rice or anything, well there was meat.. hehe) i didnt want to look like a fool.. so i just ate it.. then they thought that i liked it. of course, with the good lier i am, i nodded my head and gave a thumbs up (cuz it was good without the spiciness) and then wen we were riding the wagon.. i still didnt swallow it because i wanted to let down the spicyness before i digested it.. they thought that i wanted to save the moment and keep the flavor in my mouth but sadly they have really weird thought.. lol but that was when i was not used to spicy things. now i am eating a lot of spicy stuff.. even without the rice and other things.. i dont know how i started to talk about spicy stuff and what i eat all of a sudden.. lol i dont remember if i ate dinner or not! wow.. hehehe well i dont want you to read too much of my thoughts so.. yea hehe see ya
View User's Journal
The Physical State of My Humiliation
|
![]() |
Strive on with diligence...