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I've lost my interest in her. If she doesn't see that I love her, then I give up and I can finally go hang myself(I can finally end it all. Yay!). There's nothing I wouldn't do for her, and nothing I wouldn't give, and no limit to how long I'd wait for her, but nooooo! She has to ******** me then leave me! Yeah, you know who I mean. I've hidden it for too long. I've broken up with and avoided all other girls who come my way just out of the hope that she'll see that I'm over here, throwing myself at her! I love her so ********' much that nothing else matters anymore. That's why I'm so depressed. That's why I don't care about anything else. I only want her love. Nothing else. I'll do anything to get you to finally see that you have me here for you. I haven't done anything with a girl, hell, I've even been reluctant to so much as kiss someone because all I want is you....
Why can't you see that? I'm wasting away for you. Seriously, I will never want anyone more than you. I don't want anyone other than you....
I'll just die slowly forever now....
I'm sorry that I'm a loving person....
I've gotta go poor my crimson regret now. Where's that knife....