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Today was another lonely, desolate, disappointing, cruel, wicked torment of my life. Every day after school I come home to go to a dark corner in my room and curl up into a ball and waste away....
I have few friends anymore, but the only ones left are my good ones. The ones I can count on and turn to.... Sometimes. When I'm really depressed, I'm just a waste of time. Oh wait, I'm a waste all the time. I hate life.... I just don't care anymore. I don't care how people see me, I don't care about my school work, I don't even care who wants to get close to me anymore, because all my attention is on one person, even though they may think otherwise as I abandon them from time to time, but I do it to save myself from tormenting them. When I'm not with this person, they're all I think about....
I just need to kill myself and stop bitching, so I'll go try right now!

******** the world, life, love, and my pathetic and worthless a**.