Maybe I've seen too much, or done too much. Maybe I've watched too many systems break down because of petty things, like sand in the gears. A slow itch that spreads through the entire system. A gift of entropy. Perhaps you get sick of seeing systems fail, degrade, time after time. I've tried all my life to fight this, to correct the imbalance inherent in any system. To fix what I saw as broken. Perhaps I'm beginning to learn that nothing can be fixed. That over time everything will degrade, fall, corrupt, become disorder, chaos, and pain. Maybe I've been a tool of entropy this whole time. It's like reading Fear and Loathing, except it's not funny, and it's happening to you.
 Twistex · Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 07:51pm · 2 Comments |
