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A black, flowing stream of death,
Within the glistening river of life,
Yet I will not surrender,
For the fight is endless,
To retreat now is suicide,
That will lead to worse defeat,
So I wait patiently,
For someone to wisk me away,
A gale of love must catch me,
Breezes tease me,
And the wind plays with me,
I long for this person,
Yet I'm told there are more,
But there never will be,
For I will not give up on this soul,
The quest for finding a soul,
In tune with our own is the greatest challenge,
Yet I beleive my journey complete,
Finished before it even started,
I am anxiously awaiting their call,
Yet will not look away from death's,
I must if I am to survive,
Otherwise I will die from despair,
So I sit and listen to foreign Muses,
Their voices, though it is a different tongue they speak,
Lift me, for their music swirls through brightness,
I will not let my own shadow drown them out,
I must stand proud of what I have,
And the one of met that changed me,
I now no longer walk with the dead,
Nor do I feast on the shadow,
Intsead I live on energy of others,
A more intimate relationship won't be found,
And I hope this on lasts for all eternity,
No matter how hard I must cast down my emotion,
How much I will fight with the wisping, twisting shadow,
I must destroy it and live for once,
Instead of long for endless pain of death,
I live now. I LIVE NOW!
And I am taking for all it's worth,
For I will no longer be blinded by,
The painful darkness, for I have experienced love,
I know it, I feel it, and I want more of it!
So I will live for it,
Until I finally breathe it!
Thank you for opening my eyes to life,
And finally turning the light on for me!