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My allies have all vanished,
My foes do not see me,
Yet I worry not about them,
For I tire at cleaning the shards of my heart,
My love waists to those who,
Despite their own pecimism,
Deserve it, yet deny it,
I strive hard to prove myself,
However, defeats meet my eyes,
I think over those I care for,
And few stand out,
Yet the one who stands out most,
Turns from my love in confusion,
Friends are now enemies,
Yet enemies still enemies,
I won't let it assault my sanity any longer!
I love those whom I love,
And they must yeild to it,
My love can not be undone,
Same for the actions that spawned it,
My shadow, no matter how present,
Must be ignored in order for,
Love to reach me from those I wish,
And the one I wish most,
No matter what she does,
Will not silence me with a misguided judgement,
For I know better than to blame those I trust.