I don't know what is happening to my life anymore. I know I am not alone, but sometimes this is so hard to rememeber. As I try harder and harder, I only find myself becoming more worried and more stressed, put under more presure. Everyday the tenssion and expectations only rise. Giving everything I got to make yesterdays expectation, in dred of faling behind. Regrets and bad memories huanting my every step. I know I can do it, but everyone is telling me I can't. Is that motivation or a sign telling me to stop? which way do I go? And is it REALLY worth it? What if I make so far and it is no good? All of thoose years in my life wasted, only puting me through missory. What can I do? What can any of us do?
[[princess chii]] · Mon Aug 21, 2006 @ 09:54am · 0 Comments |