People always say life is like a puzzle or a road, but to me life is like a hell pit. There has been nothing but trouble. Every thing I do wrong leads to a more terrible thing and everytime I try to fix it, the problem just enlarges. Finally I will do somthing right, then the worse possible thing will follow it, overshadow the good thing, leaving me weak and powerless. Is it that I am not allowed to do anything right? That I must always sin and never be allowed forgivness? That no matter how hard I try I will always be belittled by someone stronger, smarter, better looking than me.?
[[princess chii]] · Sat Jun 24, 2006 @ 12:57am · 3 Comments |