I feel stupid about why I was said not to long ago
It could be cause well girl things that are ending.
Or it was I was really exicted to tell my teddy my day, and when he never asked I was a little crushed cause for some reason I feel that he hadn't asked for a while. And so naturally my mind is going "why?"
well nothing special or important really happened. I Just wanted to talk to him about it, I got a bit overwhelmed with it and just a fight with my mom before and stuff that i began to cry, not for very long maybe for thirty seconds. and I was going to pm him to ask him since well he wants me to be open but if he wanted to know about my day he would ask, and I would tell him. But he didn't so I don't. But I bet he might say to me that he does and that I can, i just feel funny saying it unless asked about my day. Again stupid reason, but it went away when i saw my friend kirsten's msn name and she seemed upset so I wanted to help, I feel better helping with other people's promblems if they want my help instead of working on my own no matter what it is. Something to do with be open to people. A problem i want to over come but also not lose that feeling good to just help some one out.
If my teddy comes back on tonight I might tell him it just depends on my nerves if i have the guts to just say it. And if he reads it we may then but I don't know, for I don't think he'll be online tonight when it matters to talk about it... but that's my opinion.
heart I love him greatly miss him lots andhope to talk to him soon heart
 Rikku42 · Wed May 17, 2006 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
