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I saw your skype status, since i haven't deleted you off of my skype just yet
It said that you are done living behind a mask, and being unhappy.
I'm really happy that you are finally taking a step towards who knows, just a step closer to something good. xD
Because , man, I will bring the relationship back into this for a bit;
You loved me because I didn't judge you or anything and you were able to be who are really are around me. You told me that you had to wear a mask around others and be what they expect. I'm sorry I couldn't encourage you to show-off your real self more.
At that time, I guess I was happy that I was the only one that really knew you.
Because, yeah.
Don't worry, I've already moved on.
Just stop taking cute-a** pictures already.
Makes me relive the past a bit and envy the next girl who'll take my place, but in a better position. xD
I'm saying this all here because I can't tell you directly.
You'll just ignore me.
I'm preventing that.
Haha, so yeah. Just understand that even though I've moved on, and you've probably moved on, we can still help each other out.
I'm here for you if you need anything or any help.
I was a huge status whore on facebook today anyway, and I'm taking this time to make this even though I only have 4 hours of sleep. Lol
So yeah, I'll probably keep your skype and fb just in case that time comes.
But I deleted you off of gaia because
idk
i tried
who knows.
i refuse to repeat last year. xD
So yeah.
I'm happy for you. (:
Good luck and hope for the best for the future. We can't keep moping on the past, and hide in our shells.
Just because we broke up, doesn't mean we don't have anything to do with each other, unless, I dunno, it still hurts to talk?
I'll support you either way, like i said before. Haha.
okay, i'm done. xDD

Edit; By the way, just saw your profile too.
Keep making me smile, making me more proud. (:
Thank God you are doing this.
You are changing in a good way. I am so happy, I can't even put it in words.
And you are doing this for yourself, omg. seriously proud.
don't worry, no feerens mayn. xD
Agh, so proud. Can't explain. No words can explain this. agahgahgaha. xDDD
But yeah. Now I have less sleeping time. agh oh well
i'm writing all this so you can read it.
So, keep that up. Don't get stuck in a road old friend.