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i'm halfway there.
i deleted your gaia off of my friends list.
i didn't block your though.
next is just your facebook and skype.
which will give me a while.
because you are as well on my spotify.
when i let go, i do it for good.
just like i did last year.
i cut it all off because i couldn't take it.
well,
its take 2 hun.
sigh
i really wish it didn't have to be this way.
i really hoped for the future.
in that apartment with you,
on a white bed, just cuddling.
i always had this little image in my head where
i'd be making breakfast and you and danny would walk up to the kitchen all sleepy looking you.
your hair would be messed up, but you'd come over and peck me on the cheek and say good morning.
but, that's all shattered by the misunderstandings and lies you made up from your imagination.
i guess i sorta do blame you for thinking that way, since its just like last year.
and i should stop being a f** and dating people online.
that's just sad.
knowing my first boyfriend was from gaia.
-______-
i don't usually count them, but i guess you can be included.
you were just that much of a guy.
and yeah.
good job. xD
but you didn't make the best impression when you leave though.
but yeah, i'll say this again.
it was a nice life you gave me for a while.
i just gotta find a new skype and text buddy.
;-;