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This is amazing.
My life sort of took a 360.
Like it did earlier in the week, as you can see...
I was pissed, and I was lonely, I was unsure, I was curious, I was anxious, I was depressed, I was insecure, I was scared, I was sad, I was crying.
But now, I'm happy, I've found new friends, I'm having fun, I'm laughing, I'm smiling, I'm talking, I'm refusing the sadness, I'm getting over it all.
It's amazing how a few friends can change things and help you forget things, without you even having to tell them anything of the situation you're in.
I won't lie though, it was a bit traumatic.
I didn't even know that he read this on his own accord either, that cheered me up.
And I am still extremely happy. Hahaha.
Hope this happiness goes on forever, but if I actually say that, I'll just jinx it huh?
Well, I thought spring break was terrible, but now it's actually the opposite.
I feel like a whore sort of for already finding someone that I like. Not to mention, he's also a junior.
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WHAT'S WITH ME LIKING ONLY ASIANS
AND GUYS THAT ARE ONLY 2 YEARS OLDER THAN ME LOLOL
oh well.
i moved on, and I'm letting myself be happy so I can earn that temporary happiness.
I feel good about myself, and I'm going to boost this self-confidence and self-esteem so I won't have to keep denying and refusing compliments, knowing that I give so much away.
I'll keep making these things,
I let out so much and I feel so good afterwards. Heehee (x