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i know that i'm not the greatest man
and surely you think you understand
but the truth is i know
as my story unfolds
i've lost myself in the lies that you've told

i don't feel like myself anymore
i look in the mirror and see a total bore
and it hurts when i say
that i'm losing my way
but i don't care for following days

does it fill you with joy knowing that I
have fallen from what little i've embraced
do you think you could laugh in my face
and remind me of the positioned i'm placed

words you use that sound all too clear
reminding me of what i most fear
i think you've known this by now
and you've said it out loud
i should have never uttered a sound

i'm confused about my place in this world
i don't care; don't want to know anymore
i've got nowhere to go
i feel so alone
i can't feel a thing but the bitter cold

does it fill you with joy knowing that I
have fallen from what little i've embraced
do you think you could laugh in my face
and remind me of the positioned i'm placed