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I'm having really low self esteem right now.

Okay, so homecoming. It's coming soon, right? Well not really lulz. But, still. And there's already people getting asked out. D: EXCEPT ME. gonk And yeah, okay. I care but I don't care. I care because its like.. xD no one likes me. That's the vibe I get. And I don't care, because I'm not even bloody going.

But as I think about this, the girls that get asked, they're like.. so outgoing & sweet & nice & PRETTY & whatever. I am completely hopeless compared to them. I feel sick even typing this. sweatdrop I am totally against saying stuff like this right now.. but eh, feelings are weird.

My best friend, she's the cutest & prettiest girl i know, no joke. And she gets.. well, guys, easily. and alot of friends. cause well you know, shes.. awesome. And yeah, I'm just that awkward kid that tags along with her. Don't get me wrong, we're best friends. She loves me for who I am, its just.. I tend to get really jealous of her.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. come on vanessa. you can get over this. -.-