you say i can always talk to you, that youd be a true friend. and i believed you i believed in you. i believed that you would hold to that. but when i try to talk to you lately, you seem to be distracted or busy. you give off a vibe that turns me away. like on early thurday, when i wrote you the note, i needed you to say that you'd be my shoulder to cry on and that it was ok for me to cry. and then when i called you that night, i didnt call just to apologize i needed to talk, still. but instead i was given no peace of mind. also on friday, i really need to talk to you still, but i never had the chance. you still seemed distracted and busy.
i kno you didnt really mean it literally when you said you "always" be there for me if i needed you. but you havent proven that you will. i dont mean if i cry over a guy, that's nothin to big, i mean like with what happened...but i guess that i was fooled again...all i need is just...for me to feel like you always will be there..even if you never are...cause then i'll atleast have the comfort...
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