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hmm..i guess things are a definite "never ganna happen" between me and my crush...
he likes my frend nikky-kat not me....im so effin' POed! he said he didnt like anyone as more then a frend and he still liked his ex! i could handle that! i could understand! but what i dont is why he didnt tell me! i was still his frend! it just...hurts that im always losing the guys i like to my frends......im willing to bet you anything that the guy that has a crush on me now will start to like my "wife"...i bet you anything! guys are so stupid! i cant stand it! my pals told me i should just get over him...but its hard...i fell real hard real quik...THIS ISNT FAIR! all i want to do is just cry....things would be so much better if he'd just told me in the first place, and didnt flirt w/me so much! wen i first told a few of my frends that i like him, they were like "oh yea! he likes you back! its so obvious!" and it really did seem like he did, even wen he told me he didnt....but i guess it wasnt true...