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Spring Break is approaching, meaning that I'm coming into what I call the Final Stretch; Spring Break is the last break before summer. After this is a solid month and a half or so of school, and that's all that's left to endure.

I'm growing more and more uneasy by the day.

Some of you might be wondering why. I'm a senior, right? Shouldn't I happy, since I'll never have to go back to that school again? Besides, isn't college supposed to be fun?

I don't know what it is. It's not so much that I've grown attached to that school...not the teachers, at least, but the campus, I might have; the comfort of the Art Quad, my home for all of four years. After this...then what? I worry about how the Art Quad will turn out next year. There's only one junior left in the Art Quad to ascend to Seniordom next year, as opposed to this year's group of eight or so seniors.

But after this, it's not my problem, is it? I won't be allowed back on campus to check up on things.

I don't think that's my main worry, though; there's something else nagging at me, something I don't understand yet. As much as I try to place it, I don't know what it is. I'm almost afraid to figure out what it is.

Oh...what to do with myself? I should be happy. I really should.

So why do I feel so scared?