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AS of today, March eighth, 2009, Kage and I have been together for two years. Exactly. Okay, well, technically we got together sometime in the evening, but y'know.

I'm so happy~ heart Two whole years...time went by so fast. It doesn't feel like it's been nearly that long. From the spring of my sophomore year, to the Final Stretch: three months left until graduation.

Actually, without Kage, I would never have come this far. My sophomore year was my year of suffering. I was bordering on suicidal. I hated life. I hated myself. I was failing all my classes; "after all, I'm not going to college," I always used to say to myself. I just didn't care.

But when I met Kage, that all changed. Though it was too late for sophomore year, with three months left until summer vacation, and summer school looming over my shoulder, I had finally looked at myself and thought "what the Hell am I doing with my life?"

My junior year though..I passed. I was determined, and for once in my life, I actually cared about school. I wanted to graduate. I wanted to go to college. And Kage had given me this drive. I felt motivated again, for at least a little while. And if I ever got stressed out, he was there for me.

And here I am now. I can almost sell summer, a faint aroma drifting on the breeze, just barely teasing me. Graduation is on the horizon, and college is haunting me. I'm nearly there...

And without Kage, I wouldn't have cared, would never have given enough effort to make this far. I'm nervous and excited, looking forward to what lies in the future. Not just with school, but with Kage.

Two years, and I believe this is still just the beginning. I'm looking forward to as many more years as we have.