4 words 2 late -
why couldn't i rationalize?
analyze?
why did i leap without a glance
into the arms of a stranger?
a traitor.
a monster.
the one who held me dear is in pieces -
but he has gathered them and is mending his life.
mine is shattered -
remnants never to be found
why couldn't i just hold those words?
wait a bit and think it over?
i could not keep those words inside and i let them slip -
"i don't love you"
now i know they are a lie
my heart is utterly destroyed
i hate that traitor and all he stands for
he holds another woman,
yet he still has a hold on me
unintentionally
i hate him - i love him - i hope the best for him - i wish the worst on him
i want to die
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Faith, Hope, and Love - but the greatest of these is LOVE.
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serena emilia
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