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It's the I HATE GAME
I hate
People who all dress the same cause it's Apparently cool
racists
Prissy a** emo Kids
Other prissy a** people
People who don't stand up for themselves
People who are having troubles and don't ask for help
People who constantly make out and call it a relationship

I'll name some more later

anyways, The good things in my life at the moment.
First off, I beat that new ratchet and clank Game Wich is extremely fun >w< and I am in training for next years football season....and Godamn is it ever hard. I am carrying a Book bag that weighs over a hundred pounds, I packed it full of bricks and encyclopedias. Only problems I've had with it so far is that I had this wicked a** cramp.....God did that ever suck >.<...But the problem was that was the night after I had been sick for a few days and the next day When I went to school I had a anxiety attack and I had to go home. I got some advice and I think I'm ready to face it again ^^

I am Slowly realising though that Myself am a lil insecure, there is a girl that I think I may like...But I don't even have the guts to Phone her up and talk with her. Everone has their weakpoint I guess......I can Handle 6 ft Football players lunging at me, I can deal with bullies who Make fun of others, I can handle dishing out amazing advice But for some reason I can't bring myself to talk with her. .....If anyone reads this..and tries to give me advice on this subject...i'll slap them sill >.<

More of my flaws, So everyone knows that I'm not perfect........I have a fear of Mentally retarded people, When I was a kid, I had this class with a retarded person at the YMCA and it Freaked me out so much that I left the class and never went back. Now I can't deal with them, I don't even like to be around them. I know it doesn't make me a bad person cause I can't help being afraid of them, it's not a rational fear at all....Like what am I afraid of ? Do I think they are gonne bite me and I'm gonne become stupid or something...yeah....that sounded kinda prejuidice...Apoligies all round...with cookies and milk afterwards


I'm starting to realise that the in crowd that I see is extremely insecure, all of the guys are always working out so that they look good so that they can get a girl, once they get a girl they think they are the godamn s**t therefore only reinforcing the thought that they need a significant other to validate their existence. They have no faith that they can be acceopted if they didn't have a girlfriend...man I love tge song Broken english By: rise against......Such a good song Back to the topic, In my opinion dating isn't even necessary at all iuntil like senior year of high school, that way your relationship is done in a year at the most anyways and you can learnn that you don't need to be with someone else to feel good. You can understand that it's more of a privelige than a right. I feel thats what most of the people who havve been together for a long time see it as. Anyway, I feel I've ranted long enough for now ^^ Bye all.