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I really don't think my dad gets the christmas Spirit. I asked him for on thing, that New lil Nintendo DS thing. My mom now tells me the story, he couldn't find one, he didn't look for one before he moved and he can't find one after the move, he then asks my mom if she can find one somewhere. Thats notthe bad Part of it at all though, I could live if it was that, He actually tells her theat he'll pay half. It gurts so much to think that while I'm doing so much for him during christmas, and I ask him for one thing, he doesn't even want to pay the full price, the lack of thought Amazes me, It's not even about the gift, theres also the fact that my mom gets me sooo much every year and then he asks her to pay half. It's disgusting in a way the utter lack of christmas spirit. And then there is the previous christmases, most of my gifts have been clothing, pants, shirts, socks, Boxers....When your 8 and you go to a tree, Do you really wana expect Boxors ? No, I didn't even have to get him a gift this year, what with bringin Nan on a 16 hour train ride and looking after her for the entire time, but yet Istill got Him something. How deperessing it round the Holidays......I know that if he doesn'[t find it, all I'll find under the tree is pants....Pants...Pants are like a tuesday gift, Not a christmas gift. Even harder to beleive is the fact that My father makes twice as much as my mother and yet she gives twice as much as him on christmas.

I'm gonna go post this in my journal and hopefully Let out some of this Damn Dissappointment in my father