DREAMS
I have been having these dreams lately. I used to have them from October to the end of november. Somehow they are back again. But I want these dreams. They are like...my fantasy. It is always this girl named Julia. She is around 16 I am around 17...3 years from now. Well anyway. in the first dream she just kind of faded in and thne the dream died and I woke up. The second time I could see her clearly: She was't short but she wasn't exactly tall she was about up to my chest. I was just shy of 6" 1'. She had this dirty blonde, kinda sandy hair. She had deep loving almond shaped eyes that anyone would love to gaze into but only I could. She was slender. About upper C maybe lower D cup bust. She had a sort of rounded face. Tan complexion. Like summer tan not naturel tan but it was her naturel skin tone. She was the kind of sexy that you wanted to be with and touch and hold. But the kind of sexy that you automatically knew your limit where she would slap you. One look and knew that limit. She was wearing tight faded black jeans that filled her curves perfectly and a long sleeve crimson top...That was the second dream. The third dream i found her name was Julia and thats all. The fourth we talked for a while. The fifth we were laying down talking and holding hands. The sixth she kissed me and asked me if I loved her. Then I woke up. The next night I was able to say yes. I did mean it. I did love her. But that was the last time I saw her untill last friday. She came back and said she had to break ties that were holding her from me. But now it seems almost perfect. Just one thing missing the attitude she had. She had a sort of school girl innocent side to her. Now she is more of a rebel. She knows I like it and that's why she is the way she is. But Now I'm afraid to sleep tonight. Now she wears the same red top. But a Crimson mini skirt that reaches 5 inches above her knees. Last night in the dream she actually took my shirt off and kissed my chest. No farther than that the dream just froze and that scene was locked for the remaining few minutes of sleep I had. When i woke up my shirt was to the right of my bed like it was in my dream and I had a lip imprint on my chest right above my heart where she kissed me.
"Where there's hatred, so justice. Where there's injury, pardon. Where there's doubt, hope. May a swift and certain death befall anyone who stands in my way. Ain't much of a prayer, but it sounds good." -Richard B. Riddick
gunslinger_shep · Sat Apr 05, 2008 @ 06:11am · 3 Comments |