Today was so horrible. I nearly got into a fight with this girl who has such an attitude. I seriously wanted to hurt her, but I paryed for the Holy Spirit to calm me down. Then she just kept on talking so I lost control. She kept talking about me and acting like she's better. All she talks about is don't let this small ness fool you.I can't wait until the day she meets someone just as tought as she is. I seriously just wanted to jump her. She swears she's better than everybody. She needs to stop hitting people for just no reason. Next time she hit me, I'mma hit her her back just so she can know how it feels to be hit. I'm not a bad child, but when people push me to that level, I just go. I serously dissapointed myself today. When I dissapoint me, if feel like I dissapointed everybody. I should have kept calm and walked off the stage. There were a million and two hurndred thing I should have done, but didn't do. I said stay calm, but my mind didn't listen. My mind just pushed me to a place where I wouldn't be able to stop myslef.Then as you know girls do these days, they give their own version of what happened so it seems like the other peroson's fault.
Don't push me cause I'm close to the edge, I'm tryin' not to loose my head,
Midnight Magdeline
 Midnight Magdeline · Thu Apr 03, 2008 @ 11:44pm · 4 Comments |
