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Alright. So, Halloween was fun, i guess...

DUDE! there was this firetruck and a bunch of paramedics in my neighborhood! O o K-chan and I were across the street from them and the crowd, and this cop was running towards us...

This made us paranoid for the rest of the night.

And this ******** of a cop blinded me as I was crossing the street D<

Anyways...yeah. Today went by as a normal day, nothing special....

But I won't be seeing Kage this month.

he said he talked to his mom last night, and she said they didn't have the money for the trip.

Naturally, I got upset and cried some. He said he'd talk to his parents, but I don't see the point. If they don't have the money, then they don't have the money.

*Sigh*

Oh, guys. Tri-Kun's birthday is this month. 24 more days.

I'm so not thrilled...

I ******** hate my birthday. No one remembers it, no one showed up for a party in freshman year(it was me, my stalker[hate her] and Cassy. I couldn't get rid of the Stalker.)and it just shows that I've been rotting on this earth for however many years.

I turn sixteen this year.

"Wow! sixteen! That's such a big deal! You can drive and stuff!"

Whatever. I haven't even taken Driver's Ed yet.

NO ******** WAY IN ALL HELL WILL YOU GET ME TO WAKE UP AT SIX IN THE MORNING TO GET TO SCHOOL BY SEVEN.

*Sigh*

Like I said, rotting. Rotting for sixteen years...how much longer before I start to decompose? I think I may already be starting, and the process is working its way from the inside out.

...

That's sounds like something out of a book > >; I think I've read Speak too many times(four times! Love it heart ). It's making me brain all writer-ish when I don't need it. How come I can't write when I'm inspired?

But alas, this is turning into a rant. I shall go before I bore you people.

BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN- 24 Days neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral neutral
ROTTED- Fifteen years, sixteen soon. stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare stare ( stare )
Pissiness/"I Don't Give a Damn." Meter- infinite

UPDATE!

By the way. 'Manda said she'd have the pics up tonight, so you get to see two pics of me in costume.

I'll post them when she uploads them. Be sure to check back here tonight. If not tonight, then I'll post them tomorrow. Maybe I'll even re=post them just in case.

UPDATE!

List of Rules, Principles, and Beliefs I live my life by, for my English class. We needed to write four. I wrote 25. Here's the List:

1. Never be amazed by how stupid some people can be.
2. Ignore those who dislike you.
3. Don't care what other people think about you.
4. Don't respect them if they don't respect you.
5. Just because someone's older than you doesn't mean they're better.
6. Things can always be worse.
7. Sarcasm is a good weapon.
8. You're entitled to your own opinion; that doesn't mean I have to respect it.
9. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can also hurt me.
10. Physical wounds heal, but emotional scars last forever.
11. People who harass you for fun have no life, and should be told so.
12. Friends will come and go, but that doesn't make parting any easier.
13. Thinking logically won't always work.
14. Don't lie; it will only bring them down harder in the end.
15. People tend to jump to conclusions based on minimal information which may be false.
16. (Linked to the above)Someone's view on you an change drastically based on one "fact."
17. Even if you put a small fairy in a bottle at the bottom of a dark ocean, she will shine as long as she can. (Philosophical)
18. The stars know more about you than you do. (Philosophical)
19. The most beautiful roses are always the ones to cut you. (Philosophical)
20. Believe what you want, not what other people want you to. And if you were wrong? Then at least you lived the way you wanted to.
21. Life is like a book that's still being written, and where the author won't tell you the ending, but reads to you each line as he writes it.
22. There's no such thing as normal.
23. "Curiosity killed the cat. Thank goodness I'm not a cat!" - FuzzyLink88
24. If the people in this room are smart, then I fear for the future.
25. Being true to yourself is the only way to make real friends; all the fake people walk away from the black sheep.

Alright, on to "translation."

#17: Meaning, well...if you're to trap someone and overwhelm them, they'll still keep going for as long as they can, but will eventually stop.
#18: Well, Hell. I've ranted this before. I'd put up the IM, but I don't feel like looking for it. That line is pretty self-explanatory, too...
#19: Also self-explanatory. Things like love can hurt you, and people find love beautiful. (I'm not hurting; just stating something.)

And the teacher made comments, and starred some lines. I shall show you.

Top of page: [Triforce-Kun], there's a lot of pain in these rules and hope, that too-
#9: ! Yes
#12: [Starred]
#13: !! good
#21: nice[starred]
#22: [starred]
#24: !

"!" means she agrees.

She agreed with me on number 24.

I win. And own. cool