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All These thins I Hate
~ Bullet for my valentine

Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah...

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...

It's the best place to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

......................................................................................................

Yeah..... It's back, and it's torturing me. A bunch of hate and
sorrow making me sick to my stomach. There's no one there.
Nothing I can do. Nothing I say can be taken lightly, because
every word that leaves my mouth brings pain and suffering
to another. I really never knew my gloom could be this powerful
that it can spread depression and sorrow just by word of mouth.
Frankly, it's a gift that I don't have any pleasure having. A dark
torture that makes my life crumble. I'm gonna try to rise above
it and move on with the few and scattered allies I have. And if not,
well...... My as well just end it all. Let's hope it doesn't come to that
though. I just don't want to hurt anyone anymore.... Plus, I sick
and tired of being hurt by it myself. It has made me physically
ill. The worry, stress, hate, sorrow, spite, depression..... It's
Eating and devouring my soul. I don't want this anymore......