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	XxX Solitary Sorrow XxX Something to write in.. get s**t out... and force people to post in it >XD Warning: CONTENT MAY BE OFFENSIVE. Specially if you can't deal with the subject of sex.

	Nooooooooo!
	Nooooooooo!


So. As most of my friends know I was in Oak Harbor earlier this week because Aaron needed me. His best friend - Jake - and long time companion (his puppy) had to be put down Friday August 17th, 8am. And after this he will be alone when his parents leave for work and such, because I wont be there. I don't want to leave him alone, I don't want to leave him at all. But sadly, I had to return today to be with my family and let him be with his. He says he'll be fine, He says he'll be okay when he's alone. I... I can't see that. Aaron has never been alone in his life. Never. And somehow I don't think he'll be able to handle it as well as he says he can. Now what worries me, is that I'm not enough. Yeah, sure I'll be on the phone... which isn't like being there in person at all. But is my affection not enough for him while he's alone? Will it not keep his mind off it? I don't think it will. I honestly think he'll go hang out with his best friend Sarah. A Girl who, despite the fact she says she doesn't hate anyone, absolutely despises me. I know Aaron doesn't think so... but he didn't hear how she talked to me really. And well, I don't want to talk to Aaron while Sarah is with him. They act so much like a couple... And it hurts me. He doesn't know that... and I don't think that even if he did he'd understand. But... either way... I hope he's okay... and I hope my voice is enough. Otherwise he'll go hang out with Sarah and while he does I'll do what I always do. Sit in a corner in my room, and cry. Sonome · Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 02:39am · 0 Comments


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