Oh Em Eff Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Guess what.
Come on, you know you want to guess.
GUESS GUESS GUESS GUESS GUEEESSS.
And I don't mean the jeans wink
I'm in Love
No, really. I'm in love. Amazing concept huh?
I met this guy a while ago... Most.. wow... amazing guy ever.
He swept me off my feet... Made me fall in love over and over and over again each and every day.
Hypnotized me with soft words of love, whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Keeping me up against him until I melted to the point I could love no other.
I had lost it all, lost myself and lost my love for life... and he returned it. With a few kind words and a soft outstretched hand, he pulled me from my grave and brought me back into the light...
But... all things come to an end.. and.. he left me. He thought he'd destroy our friendship while he was in the middle of moving...
Oh how wrong he was... I thought he rejected me... had given up... Had become tired and bored of the same reaction to the same sweet words...
I was crushed... left alone... I had no where to turn...
...I met the biggest regret and mistake of my life...
And... had more problems in the end then when my soulmate had left me with...
He came back, we came back to each to each other. Still madly in love... things were cleared up... everything was good...
But... He... He had another woman.
I couldn't bare that... I couldn't tear them apart. She was closer, and loved him. I didn't want to hurt him.
I find now... I did more damage by staying out of the way.
He had tried to leave her over and over... wanted to come back to me... loved me... wanted to fulfill the promise that had been kept for years. The promise that I would be his one and only... and the one to hold and cherish his virginity, and he mine.
Without even knowing it... I gave him the courage to leave her, and come back to me, his one and only true love.
And ask me to marry him.
I fell back in love. Was nuzzled up against him again, melting into a small puddle on the floor.
Whispered the same sweet nothings in my ear, the tales of how much he loved me and tried to find another me after I had disappeared...
...And... We had waited for one another.
...I'm in love...
The deepest love there can be.
I love the person I'm supposed to love. The person I know I truly cannot live without.
His name is Aaron. He lives miles away from me currently.
And if my soulmate is reading this right now...
I want to know. Are you thinking of me? Are you smiling to yourself knowing what you've done to me?
You're a horrible Person.
You made me do something I promised I never would let myself.
...And that's open up my encasing Shell...
...To let you in...
Completely.
...It just happened. It happened just a few moments ago.
I don't know why.
This feeling was just lifted from my body...
That was the feeling of... trying to hold something back from the one you love... hiding something...
It's gone.
You're welcome to enter my encasing as you choose.
I just hope....
You choose to stay.
 Sonome · Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 06:35am · 0 Comments |
