Well I was bored today and I thought that I'd check out some of my friend's journal entries. And I'm finding out things that I don't want to know. Speedyguido is my gay ex-fiance and I found poems that could only be written for me and they were written after I came out with his gayness. I'm really confused and I thought that I was over it but I'm not. Because if I was it wouldn't hurt this bad to read. And then thinking that the journal would be lighter I checked out my other friend's journal. In which he explains the problem's he and his girlfriend are having. Then he says that he was planning on cheating on her with me. WHAT THE ********?! I never told him that I would do that and when I told him you could always cheat on her. I said it as a joke to lift my own spirits because of Speedy cheating on me with a man. Hell! Why can't things be simple and easy? I guess that the cheating thing doesn't matter now because he's already broken up with her and moved back to the USA but he's been trying to get me to go out with him and I don't think that I can do that especially now that Speedy's poems have hit me like a speeding train I'm so confused. I don't know what to do.
 Icaruspunk · Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 09:02pm · 0 Comments |
