im getting sick of school. i feel somewhat distant from my friends yet again.i havent a clue what they talk about sometimes and i really dont want to join in. i feel a bit left behind.to be honest i sometimes think i belong. i think it might just be the revision that is getting tome, but i really just need a proper break. i thinkit is unfair how we hav to cram all this knowledge into 12yrs when we have a lifetime to learn it all. y do we even bother sometimes? i kinda wish i could stay cooped up in my bedroom and never have to come out. why is it that i always have to think negatively? all the things that come out of my mouth seem so negative.the poetry i write is negative. i dont want to think negative.makes me feel terrible.i regret what i say and just wish i never had a voice to speak it out loud. ...well im done wallowing in self pity...
 sassy_starry · Tue May 29, 2007 @ 11:32am · 3 Comments |
